I lied to you, I remember everything I said, I meant every word. You are perfect, you are just the best, you deserve better than her, you shouldn’t have lost your virginity to her. You should have lost it to someone who wasn’t going to throw it back in your face like she did. I would’ve been your first but now I can never match up. Last night, you told me you didn’t like anyone, my heart is breaking slowly, and I know every time I see you I will be reminded of that, but that’s ok, because then I can get over this, over you, and move on.
Fuck me. Right here. Right now.
I want to be your booty call. Call me up and I will run to you, just for whatever you want. I will do anything you want, I will let you do whatever you want to me. I crave you. I crave your touch, I want you to hold me, I want to lie breathless on your bed after we have had mind-blowing sex.
I want you to push me against a wall, I want you to kiss me hard, then I want you to fuck me like you’ve never fucked anyone before.
I want to wake up to your face. I want to moan about how you snore at night. I want to argue about who steals the duvet. I want to crawl into bed with you after a horrible day. I want to lie in bed next to you when it’s raining and listen. I want to watch you when you’re sleeping. I want you to spend the night cuddling me. I just want to sleep with you, just sleep.
