Why haven’t you replied? I didn’t say anything hurtful or upsetting. I suppose I said I couldn’t meet up with you for this week or next, but there is always the christmas holidays, so I don’t understand why you haven’t replied. I still want to see you. I just can’t handle how much work I have at the moment and I need to get it done because, really, my work is more important than you, and I need my priorities. Everyone has someone. I would like to have you, I really would, but I suppose you just don’t want to have me?
I lied to you, I remember everything I said, I meant every word. You are perfect, you are just the best, you deserve better than her, you shouldn’t have lost your virginity to her. You should have lost it to someone who wasn’t going to throw it back in your face like she did. I would’ve been your first but now I can never match up. Last night, you told me you didn’t like anyone, my heart is breaking slowly, and I know every time I see you I will be reminded of that, but that’s ok, because then I can get over this, over you, and move on.
Won’t even see you today and I’m so nervous, I know I’m going to drunk call you and tell you everything, I haven’t got the self restraint to put my phone away. It won’t work out, I know it. Well, once it’s said, it can’t be unsaid, so here’s to hoping I don’t make a fool out of myself.
I want to be your booty call. Call me up and I will run to you, just for whatever you want. I will do anything you want, I will let you do whatever you want to me. I crave you. I crave your touch, I want you to hold me, I want to lie breathless on your bed after we have had mind-blowing sex.
